And I'm starting to get cabin fever. I just want to get out of here. I found myself last night watching American Idol with the rest of the fellas, wincing at the people auditioning. The last time I was watching idol was at Crown & Anchor about two years ago. Yup, that's what time does to you. I'm currently worried about how my probation terms will affect Carroll, though part of me wants to just take the easy (and expensive) way out and just get a small apartment all by my lonesome.