When you've no idea what you're like
So, let go; jump in.
Oh well, what you waiting for?
It's all right, 'cause there's beauty in breakdown.

Frou Frou, "Let Go"
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Yesterday was really shitty for me on a lot of levels. Work problems collided with personal problems with my parents, which collided with legal problems, and I also managed to forget Carroll's birthday. On the whole, very terrible. Again, I turn to Heather since she seems to be a font of cheer and joy. I'm not a perfect worker, son, citizen, or roommate, but whatever faults I have, I think that I'll end up paying for more than my share. 139 more days.